I can still remember how I started to write this song; with a mind full of excitement and hope that it’s forever. To write a song that always reminds me how she sleeps, the scent that lingers around the room and the sound of silence that echoes inside my head, like a symphony that pushes me to make an unforgettable reminder. Hopes like I wish that she loves whatever it will sound like and fears like what if there’s something wrong along the lines especially the grammar.
Catching words that float around the room’s atmosphere and heartbeats that pounds so fast that creates a beat that leads me to a certain tune that I can’t easily forget. Time ticks and sun came, and as I watch the light kissed her cheek, it radiates somewhat kind of a light that when she opened her eyes….. Everything stopped, that I’m so helpless that I can’t even move a muscle; some sort of magic that I want to experience, over…. and over…. and over again, and the next thing that happened that almost got me crazy was… when she smiled; it was the moment that I wished that I recorded to any digital device. Askin me how she looks like, and how’s her hair, it’s messy but it’s so perfect, well I don’t care and I don’t give a damn how she looks like in the morning… Why? Well, I don’t know… whatever she does seems so beautiful.
Been a year now, and she’s still so perfect… but… in …other’s arms; with a new set of a smile, that I didn’t have the chance to capture in close contact. Well perhaps, the next step is to work hard, not to get close to perfection, but maybe close to half or ¾, and whatever spaces left, uhm I don’t know,…. Ahm, maybe to promise that whoever’s next won’t end the day without me fulfilling her small fantasies and desires, maybe a time without wasted seconds, or maybe listen to whatever she wanted to say though heard it a hundred times, or watch her favorite movie though it played over and over again till dialogues comes out from my lips from my subconscious part of my mind… Will it be soon? Maybe not… probably in time
***Special thanks to Kenrocks 12, my bro that performed this song very well