Still can’t believe that I made it till the final day of FT; mixed up thoughts inside my mind kept me awake that night and as I try to get some sleep… images of things from the day that I’m somewhat kind of lost and almost giving up about everything keeps on poppin’. Imagining how I look and feel about myself before, was so different than the day I knew that I passed the first phase of training. Though I’ve gained confidence about
myself, I still feel that it’s not enough, and in that way, I will push myself to do better while keeping my feet on the ground.
I’m so happy about this, perhaps the fact that it is my first time to have an accomplishment in a field where my strength is not that effective… well for some I might sound like it was my first time to experience this thing that it’s not something to spend a whole day or night of smiling like a nut, but for me, it is a huge thing, a sign that it is the first step of my own development process, wherein it is also a sign of an improvement for me as a person who always stutters. Things are so colorful as I unfold the pages of the time these past days, and I can’t even find the right description and the right explanation of how I feel the other day.
I’m always thankful to my fellow mates that made each session, a day full of fun that always inspires me to improve myself each day. Ms. Ann, Flip, Ela, Che-Che, Mimi, Alica, Mang Ferdz, Ate Odi, and Jeggings; yeah days of rockin’ while learning„, thanks for having all of you to make more days of fun and adventure….