It’s another hangover morning when I checked my phone for some music till this one played and it feels like there’s a flash back around my favorite portion on of the song and it goes like ….
“I wake up to find it’s another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use:
If it’s not dirty, I’m gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car
And there’s fog on the windows.
(And I’m Fighting the words)
I need caffeine in my blood stream,
I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize:
(And you’re getting away)
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone’s singing along.
and it’s not like an image like memory… it’s more on like a feeling that I felt before and it’s not like it happened recently or just one to three years before; it’s during my late seventeens to nineteens I guess. Those were the days where figuring life is kinda’ difficult and stupidity is just after effect of an unsuccessful experimentation of life, a stage where the board is blank and starting a doodle or vague picture of things that I wanna happen in my life after is just at the tip of my pen… just waiting for me to cast the picture I wanna happen in my life.
This song is actually depicts a story of an ending relationship and it’s like when things aren’t working for both parties; it’s a call to let someone go… but it’s not just like that… the person in the song is letting the girl go since he just found out that he like one of his friends and he didn’t admitted it before since he was just confused how he feels about that friend and now that he found out that the girl can’t wait for him anymore and just about to give her feelings… he decided to give up the current relationship to reset all things.
I’m not sure if this is how this song is all about,,, but most of the person I shared my thoughts with; who listened to the song got a similar explanation or made up a close interpretation about the song. The song tells a lot behind it’s upbeat tune and it takes few more reruns before it unveils it’s covered story… not the exact story… but just to have an interpretation how the song speaks to you.
I’ve just remembered my interpretation of this song and was about to make a write-up about it but I forgot to make a post. I guess… time was a bitch that time or I’m too drunk to write about it, maybe I’m having a nice fine jam with mates before or maybe I’m off somewhere to let my mind fly like a kite in the sky trying to separate the mind from my body. I just wonder what I’m thinking that day, and why I’m so amazed bout this song and it’s just now that I’m trying to remember everything when it played again. It’s just another hangover afternoon and I just wanna listen to any Jack Mannequin’s song when it stopped me.