The Navy Pier

The Navy Pier
A screenshot of the About pop-up

I’m so confused about what decision to make, I’m looking for a sign to make myself feel better and so I randomly browsed the bible and it showed something like this,

“When the king of Egypt was told that the people had fled, Pharaoh and his officials changed their minds about them and said,

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Shopping For A Job

Shopping For A Job
Just a nice folder where to organize your documents, others don’t provide that.

After days of thinking of whether to leave or not and hoping to find a company that matches, or almost matches my expectation, my friend shared that she got a friend who works at a very nice company that can give us a nice offer. My pessimist …

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A Drinking Straw

A Drinking Straw

I started working in this company for about 5 years and 4 months ago and it is one of the happiest things that happened to me since this is the first BPO industry that accepted even though I have some problem with my communication skills where I stutter too much and I’m having trouble making a point in a single …

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The Lhak What Sah

The Lhak What Sah

Just started a page just for fun, trying to be creative somehow in multimedia editing. So basic and fun(Though it was hell, coz it’s painful.) but we just want to mess things around, expressing and letting the small kid that we were trapped inside our adult body, a state of mind often judged by the society, but we still, all …

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Project MCM

Just 2 evolutions of site logos, can’t believe that we’re still surviving and the flame is still burning. Yes we are moving slow but, we’re sure about every decision and we will face anything that might go wrong. All you need is the right leader to push those decisions and I’m lucky to meet one, such a good friend and …

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Test jam with my high school bandmate, originally 6 trimmed down to 2, and I can still see a kid playing a PSR 190 keyboard that he got from his aunt, trying to touch music, though the music is difficult to catch most of the time; for me…

“Music is like a woman that deserves more time to tame.”

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Accidentally found a raw copy this audio, I can still remember how I wrote this, and since I can’t sing… an old bandmate helped me with this. It was 2010 if I’m not mistaken and there are 5 more that I can’t find in my backup files, I still wonder how it sounds like after arrangements.

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A Station

A Station

Never saw myself to setup something portable like this, it always reminds me of PSR-190 and its case that I use as a sleeping bag whenever the band needs to sleepover. I’m not quite good at what I’m trying to explore but what I love most is the feeling that I’m a part of a team and we play at …

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“Deep observation, silence, and playing dumb… are skills that shows who are the people who can destroy you, those who loves to back stab, and the Cowan. They are the one who’s going gnash their teeth when the purging starts. You’ve been warned and we don’t want words like “We already told you” to come from our mouth.”

-Me
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“There’s always be a time when you look for a coven… a place where the once forgotten and the misunderstood gathers around, and they’re the one who understands… others; are just blanks saying they did as well, but ask them if they saw death taking away someone’s life as they stare straightly at them… then they’ll give you a piece

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A Leap

Approximately
about 10 months ago, we started a discussion about how we wanted to do
something that’s off our comfort zone, something that we wanted to do; but time
and things like responsibilities and some other stuff keep on preventing these
dreams to stay inside the box. Something that we can have fun doing it while
having a profit from …

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Look for a crazy person in the picture then you’ll find me. It’s been a crazy week must end with a crazy weekend… again, this post doesn’t have any sense, I just need to add some numbers in my google analytics… 

“A drunk man’s words are a sober man’s thoughts.”
~ Steve Fergosi

*Credits to JP Mercado for the photos…

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Finally fixed some CSS bugs after a long period of time after my 1-year contract with pangalan.com… The test for a shared subdomain moo.com is running good so far and I’m satisfied with the speed somehow… Thinking of finishing a rough version of A Looser’s Handbook if time allows… then ahrgghhh some lots of things. This post doesn’t have any …

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Imagine a room or just a door that you can just open and time flashes back, then pick up your own musical instrument and jam with the people that plays the same riffs that I like. A room filled with music that tells stories like how I gain and loss most part of my life, stories of the firsts and …

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I’m Ready

It’s another hangover morning when I checked my phone for some music till this one played and it feels like there’s a flash back around my favorite portion on of the song and it goes like ….

“I wake up to find it’s another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.

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Kill The Messenger

There are some sparks that needs to be controlled to stop immediately; it’s like a fire that burns after you enjoyed the heat or after you watch it how it lights up the dark. You ‘ll be amazed on how it glows and starts to warm up everything but once it’s gone… ashes will scatter everywhere after the rain pours; and …

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Running with the Keys

Running with the Keys
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I have this dream to change a part of the world since no one can actually change it as a whole. I want to make something that will reach other people, change the way how they perceive something towards things; be a part of their lives everyday somehow, amazed how they enjoy the things that I created… something that resolves …

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Before I Stick it In

It started with a simple “hi… how are you?” then the usual words followed like “I haven’t heard anything from you since then…” then followed by a lot of stories till…“come on let’s meet up, I’m not doing anything”. There are a lot of amazing things about changes, things like age shaped her a lot wherein I can’t even recognize …

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UP  Fair Roots 2017

UP  Fair Roots 2017

the song played above is A Beautiful Diversion by Franco

It’s been years when I watched mixed bands playing passionately live on the stage, sharing the same theme to unite music lovers everywhere and to share their craft for us to make it as a part of some moments in our life (remember that thing …

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My 27th

My 27th

Just enjoyed my weekend yesterday at my friend’s home, a home where I always find peace. We got drunk, played, eat and laugh so hard most of the day that we don’t care how the clock ticks. A piece of happiness that I can bring back to my quadrangle, something that will trigger a smile if it tickles my memory …

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Souvenir

Think of a tiny postcard stamp… a stamp that’s so special, that you can’t forget the details of it even if it wears out…The image, year and color of it shows up in your mind whenever something brought it up again to your memory, most of the time, a scent or another picture which is so similar on how it …

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The Unpredictable

The scariest person ever… is the one who can predict each inch of movement you do…. that she can state something that you are about to say… wherein the only answer you can make is a quick nod with eyes that says a big  “yes…that’s exactly I wanna say or I’m thinking right now”. It leaves you powerless like a …

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One of the things some people don’t get… that being alone is like walking on an iced lake. Each step might be mishap… where you’re not sure if you’re stepping on a cube of strong ice or a thin one that may drown you inside that freezing body of water, and if you’re lucky to grab the ice edge, it’s …

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“People who have a religion should be glad, for not everyone has the gift of believing in heavenly things. You don’t necessarily even have to be afraid of punishment after death; purgatory, hell, and heaven are things that a lot of people can’t accept, but still a religion, it doesn’t matter which, keeps a person on the right path. It

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Stubborn Love

Just lying down and playing some songs with a story then… it says

“She’ll tear a hole in you, the one you can’t repair”

And some words then…

“It’s better to feel pain, than nothing at all”

And it’s just so funny that music talks in the most weirdest way possible… better than any friend, or persons that responds to …

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The wait for sunrise is almost over, but the thoughts of the night still play like a slideshow of shadows. Cold air waiting to warm up as the tobacco smokes rises up. To breath and to reset the clock… and another wait for the sunset, a cycle that won’t end but may differ somehow each day; days must be filled …

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“Sorrow and strife comes to all persons. Mature people expect hardships and setbacks and patiently and determinedly work to accomplish their goals. Immature people lash out in anger and frustration when circumstances conspire to blunt their short-term objectives.”

-Kilroy J. Oldster, Dead Toad Scrolls
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Still can’t believe that a small bottle like this can do the tricks… lets the mind and time fly like a quick arrow to hit a dream somehow; to wash up some dirt that blurs up a vision, a feeling that there are some reasons to be happy somehow, small stupid things to make us laugh somehow. Well it was …

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Classy Girl

Title: Classy Girl
Artist: The Lumineers
Album: The Lumineers(Deluxe Edition)

Well, she was standing in a bar
I said, “Hello, how do you do?”
She handed me a beer with a kangaroo.

She spoke of places I had never been
That she had traveled to
And we slow danced along, faster too

And I made her laugh, I made a …

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Where Home Is

Where Home Is

The time that I decided to say “I wanna go home”, I wanna go home? Where? When there’s no place you can say that I’m home and I want to sleep and eat with warm stories around. Where I can hear “finish your soup before it gets cold”, or perhaps phrases like “how’s your day?” then feeling of being safe …

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The First Principle

When one goes to Obaku temple in Kyoto he sees carved over the gate the words “The First Principle.”

The letters are unusually large, and those who appreciate calligraphy always admire them as being a masterpiece. They were drawn by Kosen two hundred years ago.

When the master drew them he did so on paper, from which workmen made the …

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The Key

The Key

            The moment I put the key in … and the loud mechanical assembly starts to rumble, and by stepping on the pedal to feed the engine with a rich blend of gasoline and octane; I knew, that it will be a start of a new expedition of my learning towards life. Others say they …

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The Scent

A sour place tasted like tamarind and place where education continues to flourish, book-wise or streetwise. Someplace where lessons are learned and where the huge part of our great country’s history can be found. Place where life steals the innocence and no way that you can take it back. Mostly sunny and lake like when it’s rainy, and it’s heaven …

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Why a Poet?

Reasons why to fall in love with a poet? Uhmm… maybe because they’re immortal… they’re universal when they’re not physically around. They can be the air that you breathe that with five lines of phrases, it can draw a line of a small dots of happiness that’ll eventually turn into a dash and build a solid line across your heart. …

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A Potato Story

Once… there’s peace in the kitchen, where every move needs rules and every action needs to follow a guideline. A set of bloody guidelines, compiled as a book, where actions out of the book is a crime. A crime that was declared by the judge, a judge… persuaded by a stereotypic way of thinking. A judge? Well, it’s us, humans……

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          To write a book? Everything about what? Uhm…. I don’t know. Words flying over the atmosphere; just jumbled words, scattered words waiting to become a phrase „, till it becomes a group of sentences; then finally a paragraph. Paragraph without sense? Maybe yes, maybe no; just to fill an empty page, a page without an assurance that it will …

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It’s Been so Cloudy Lately

It’s Been so Cloudy Lately

Staring at the stars at night, worshiping how wonderful they are; without someone who agrees that, yes, they’re so beautiful indeed. Starting the day with a great cauldron of happiness and ends the day with a feeling of emptiness, and trying to gather scattered granules of happiness using a teaspoon that usually ends with frustration trying to find something; something …

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Longest Day, Counting Blank Hours

Longest Day, Counting Blank Hours

Time is measured starting by seconds, minutes, and hours; but to measure fun with hours? It’s like measuring gogul of lightyears attaching to a max threshold of laughter’s unit in decibel’s. Weird way of creating a new formulation of the happiness equation that ends with a realization that happiness can’t be measured with time or proper environment settings. Something that …

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Some Thoughts

Taking a simple stare at everything around me gives me a strong urge to improve my performance as a part of their team. Things like how they smile and burst out their loud laugh in every punchline; the way how they talk about funny experiences they had in the past, and how they show how much they care for each …

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Bringing some of my lyrics to life, Though I don’t know if some people will like it;; It’s just a good thing that I don’t know how to sing and someone will sing it and will make  it more alive…. hehehe peace and Let Carry the Day roll on

Will Sugarcane join us? I need to ask some of them …

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Gray Hair

Imagine a lonely life, things like 40 years from now, sitting on a bench in a park, just waiting for the time to pass through; the sky is clear and all I have is just a piece of silence.  Just taking a glance around the peaceful environment and counting the years especially those wasted ones. Thoughts that suddenly popped out …

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There are times that I crave for more amount of knowledge or any kind of skills that can develop me more a person. Someone who can start something great, to create something that people will use as a part of their daily lives. More like dried grass, I don’t have that much deeper knowledge of everything, but to look up …

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Labor Omnia Vincit

Tomorrow’s the final day for the 2nd phase, considering the fact that I have a shaky way of communicating and technical things that I’m not a hundred percent sure of, I need to double my effort to make it right. Considering things that can waste my effort as a trainee, like my dead tone of speaking and stuttering problems when …

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Another Set

The 1st week of PST went fine though we have a different trainer for this phase and like myself who has 10 or 15 minutes late for the 1st day, is still working out a way to manage traveling time to be always on schedule. Drilled holes and tightened screws for a new kind of door, hehehe an American door …

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What a Week

In between lectures, during some short breaks, spending the time to have some silence. Painting a vivid picture inside my mind, to draw a detailed description of how they smile and how they enjoy each conversation; laughing like nuts all the time. This is the way how I wanted my life to be. Deleting some of my gray pictured past …

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To Be One of Them

After the medical exams, passing of basic requirements, contract signing and orientation, I finally have the chance to know people that I will be working with for the whole process and it is so exciting to unfold each one’s 1st layer of character,, and yeah,, ate is our trainer,,well I just want to call her ate but not in front …

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“The voice so filled with nostalgia that you could almost see the memories floating through the blue smoke, memories not only of music and joy and youth, but perhaps, of dreams. They listened to the music, each hearing it in his own way, feeling relaxed and a part of the music, a part of each other, and almost a part

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I don’t know what was written in its pages, the cover picture seems to look nice and colorful. I don’t have any idea why she likes this book so much, I wish she can tell me something about it, even just the summary. 

Too sad that she can’t, maybe Wikipedia can tell me something about it.…

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I miss sharing stories in front of this fireplace whenever there are events in my grandpa’s place. This is my grandpa’s masterpiece and his most favorite part of his place. I wished that I can still visit this place without something that holds me back inside my mind…

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A new place that I called “The Batcave”, it serves as my forward base as  I explore new things, to verify the known and to know the unknown. I want to answer most of my questions about the internet world,like how secured things inside and what secrets they keep that even the government won’t even try to know.…

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What If. . .

What if the electric current was back earlier that night, what if I’ve met her princess so many times before, what if the mood switches and we talked something kinky around the corner, what if I tried to speak out of my inner thoughts, what if I don’t have these issues in me along years before that it was easy …

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Tease

Something funny about me is, when she starts teasing me over the phone, I don’t usually respond to this kind of thing except when the person is in front of me; but I don’t know why does she have a voodoo power or it’s just me excited over her. Yup much but it’s not just that, there’s this part that …

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Farewell Party

It was a Sunday night when she texted me because she’s not sure about attending the restaurant’s farewell party; either I because it seems that I’m not invited that time we spend time to decide whether to attend and I keep finding some excuse to attend because I knew that the management wanted her so badly that she needs to …

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My favorite part was the only last part

“And there you were
I saw my Juliet come graceful down the stairs
It’s hard to miss the way her eyes light up the room and still the air

Do you feel us falling? Cause I can feel us falling.
Do you feel us falling? Cause I can feel us falling.
Do …

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FB Basic Cryptology

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[[115602405121532]]  = C
[[112542438763744]]  = D
[[115430438474268]]  = E
[[109225112442557]]  = F
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[[109294689102123]]  = I
[[126362660720793]]  = J
[[116651741681944]]  = K
[[115807951764667]]  = L
[[106596672714242]]  = M
[[108634132504932]]  = N
[[116564658357124]]  = O
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Demised

I noticed that every time I can’t help myself saying how beautiful she is, and she looks so great, there’s a part of her that she doesn’t believe that statement, that she often says it’s not true or any words that say I’m just trying to be nice to her. Well maybe she was fed up of those words from …

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Yosimate

I decided to clear up my mind and tried not to be affected by things that are so scary to think of and as we have more conversations, I didn’t notice how I walked deeper in her world; having a thirst of wanting to know her more, and for the longest time that I haven’t had a deep conversation with …

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21st Birth Year

What a day of reminding myself to just give up, everything that has something to do with happiness. The fact that I survived to have just a few real friends and not knowing everything that runs inside my mind. Having a list of some fuckable bitches hidden inside a single SIM card was something not to be proud of; time …

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Well I do, if I finally have the reason to tell the world how grateful I am with her… But still don’t even have a stroke of luck, maybe she’s out there waiting for me while I also wait for her to show up that’s why I spent so many times of ending up with some bitches……

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Human Instincts

It was so cold and there’s something wrong about the wind or it might be a result of my own imagination as she started to stare at me, oh come on, you just triggered my subject lock button; a prey in my eyes. Nice talk, sweet smiles, pretending that I’m listening, and as the nights go deeper a change of …

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When loneliness strikes and thoughts were just so cruel that the only one to blame was my own self. It has been just so scary to think about what tomorrow brings. I wished that didn’t screw up school, but it was too late; maybe I’ll just find a way to disappear as I prove that I’m not just a trash …

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The Coffee Maker

The Coffee Maker

An hourglass… Yup, it looks like an hourglass to me as I observe the hot liquid coffee mixture slowly dripping down to another container. I was just like waiting for something that you need to start a day, slowly but if you put the best coffee bean, it was something great and worth to wait. Maybe life was something like …

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My brother, we always fight from the moment he was born, we almost kill each other most of the time; having so many different principles in life, like how we handle thing on our own ways. He has a hard time adjusting to my terms and so as me, everything was so opposite, but the great thing was, we can …

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A place where I stayed and spent my whole high school years, there’s no place like grandpa’s place; though I’m the worst stupid person living with them, he’s the one who can still say that I can race against the time if I could only give my best.

“Don’t take anything for granted, you must love your craft and success

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Just a clip that I uploaded on YouTube that caught some attention from different parts of the globe. It has been just funny to think that this stupid clip can get some views & comments; well this is one of a lot of situations that can’t be answered by those scientists who are studying human behavior.

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Everything was great, though this video doesn’t have great quality, it was something that reminds how we work as a team and how fun to do something great for God. We are not just bandmates, we are God’s musical ministry; someone who plays music with a deep love for God.

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Using our band’s first guitar from high school handed down to me, just trying to make a 5 track song for Paula… I got ditched after a few months maybe I was destined to be just a person whom someone will be with before they found the right person to their life… …

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Looking at this old wheelbarrow, as flashbacks keep on popping’ out every time I want to sleep; thinking that what if I have some sort of like this inside my system, something that can help me carry most of my burdens, then I found out, that It’s not something, but it’s someone, called by people with different names and made …

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It was fun to learn things like this, how this thing balances each sound from the input. I wish that people also have like this in any group that they’re in wherein all are balanced, no one was so dominant, and no one was so recessive; I just believe that a group of people having a balance within that group …

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